Hi guys, my name is Milena and this will be my first real cam girl story on cheapsexreviews. Thanks for inviting me here and giving me the opportunity to share some of the funniest, craziest and above all real memories from my time as a cam girl. I am still very active btw on a few cam sites, so who knows, I might write the next story about you 😉
I started with webcam modeling about 4 years ago. Back than I was living in California and just finished college at the age of 24 and really I had no clue what to do next. I sure wasn’t ready for the real world! Working every day from an office or something similar did not attract me at all. I was still into the-fun-in-the sun scene. However I still wanted to make money and have fun. So tried working as a waitress at several bars and restaurants, which was just horrible. Serving people it was just not for me, or at least not in that sense of the word, I found out quite soon after. Quite often I used to see a bunch of girls coming over to the last bar I was working and we became friends and soon after I was introduced into their world of live web cam sex.
At first I, of course, totally thought that I could never in my live do something like that. Go naked in front of a web cam with some strange man or men on the other side watching me and asking me to do all kinds of sexual stuff. Of course I still was curious of seeing how things went down from the other side of the camera. The side that you men don’t get to see. Well you get to see the girl, but not the whole surroundings of the room or apartment these girls are in. So, after a little while I just kind of asked my friend to see what the fuzz was all about and if I could see her “at work”. Looking back, I think I asked that because there was always this little part that already knew I wanted to do it. She said “yes” in a heart beat. She had been doing live cam sex already for a while and thought nothing of it. At least that is what she told me at the beginning. Later I found out that ever since I asked to watch her at work she already saw us being together in front of the camera “at work”.
So I watched her and how she went about pleasing and chatting with her customers and thought that it might be something I could see myself doing, for money of course, not for fun. I already saw myself making tons of money, having tons of “fans”. However, that fantasy came quickly to a halt when I told her I might want to sign up. Why? Well basically because she wanted me to join her before I went on my own, like a sort of initiating. So the first time was the most awkward time I had with a girl in my life. I was very, how can I say it best, a total stiff, clumsy and sweaty looking naked person. My heart was pounding in my mouth, my lenses started to get dry in my eyes, not to speak about my own dryness when Victoria started to have her way with me, which of course included all kind of toys I was not prepared for, mentally nor physically apparently (thank God for lubrication). I just laid there being naked, looking freaked out without being able to blink cause of my dried up lenses. So far for being or looking sexy, or anything in that neighborhood for that matter.
After the, what I call, my first time torture, we watched it all back on video. This is where, if I did not have any sense of self humor, I would have ran out of the room of pure embarrassment and never looked back. However, what I got out of it was, that it could not ever be as bad as that first time. And, also, that my calling was not being with another girl, it was being in front of a cam by myself with you at the other end of it.
Looking back I can honestly say that I am glad I continued on my own and made my career by being a solo webcam girl, and I will tell you all about that adventure in my upcoming stories.
